You tried…
Of course you don’t care anymore but those belongings you carry around inside you as though they are portion of your plasma will only get settled with time, no misgiving it always was difficult for you to love him when he was persistently running away from you. You always give it a try didn’t you? Tried to change yourself into the type of woman you think he might like. Bolted your mouth more, tried to be softer and warm, ignored much to keep it going, just because once in a very good mood he said that he loves you more than much, compared you with oh God such beautiful impossible things, you were the one for him he thought he could never get enough of, but your expectations for him were unrealistic sugar! where you became fanatical over that romanticized image of him because after struggling for you being less difficult he was still slipping away from you, even after compromising so much of yourself he wasn’t satisfied and was drifting apart,you had exhausted all options, he is not staying anyway, let him leave if he wants to, you can’t make any one stay or can’t split his head open to see what’s inside. Now you are extreme and you are intimidating but et it be the way it was written before you were born. But remember that YOU HAVE TRIED! You have tried entering too many codes….